unlively:

20 k wow

unlively:

20 k wow

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perrpetual:

repentinq:

jacintasux:

princessjacinta:

Should iron my shirt, but counterparts I don’t know what to take photos of but I have a fantastic camera so here friends

10k aw wow

I have this shirt aye

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perrpetual:

repentinq:

jacintasux:

princessjacinta:

Should iron my shirt, but counterparts
I don’t know what to take photos of but I have a fantastic camera so here friends

10k aw wow

I have this shirt aye

.

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Family night.

It’s funny
Ya know
When you grow up so close to your family
Not close emotionally
But close as in I could literally walk to grandmas house
Forget going over bridges
And into woods
To grand mothers house we gooooo-
ooooo-2 feet
We’re here
Sunday mornings, lunches at nanas house with the whole gang
They’d ask the usual questions
How have you been?
Do you have a boyfriend yet?
Where ya gonna go to college?
You’d think we’d have a bond so strong not even a titian himself could break it
Wrong
Through those endlessly
Tiresome dinners with
smiles so fake dolly patrons boobs look real
They never knew
Never knew
It’s ironic
Ya know
To think that the night I swallowed pills
Like they were bites of vanilla ice cream
The night I wanted to die rather than live
My family was asleep in there beds
Their biggest issue was trying to pull up the covers
That had collected on the bottom of the bed
While I was trying to pull my life from my body
And collect my inevitable destiny
Of cold dark nothingness
But they were still
Still in their beds
No care
No worry
No bad thoughts that infect your mind like maggots on wood
While I stood there next to my bed contemplating taking my life
They lay there calm, worry-less
They didn’t realize while they were so peacefully asleep
That their own granddaughter/niece/cousin
Was hauled into an ambulance and
Driven to a hell that would use machines to try to suck the “mistake”
From my stomach
Family
Nana, pal-pal, aunts, uncles, cousins
Did you know that when you were just peaking out of your tired slanted eyelids wincing at the sight of day light
I was waking up into a hell of machines and IVs
surrounded by low watt institutional lighting and faint cries from someone
Dying next door
Where people bombarded me with questions
What is your name?
When is your birthday?
Why did you do it?
Where you trying to commit suicide?
How many pills did you take?
It felt like dinner
While you were drinking coffee and making pancakes; taking your life for granted
There where people trying to save mine
Family
You don’t know
You won’t know
You live your life normally
Upset if your wife didn’t DVR the football game
Upset if you can’t find shoes to match your dress
You will never know that your own kin
Has to take antidepressants to keep her from
“Making anymore mistakes”
You’ll never know that your own
Granddaughter
Hates herself so much that she wants pills to eat away the parts she hates
You’ll never know that your own
Blood
Has to go to a therapist to try to
“work out her issues”
Where “issues” consist of all the flaws that society told me were beautiful
I thought flaws were suppose to be beautiful
But you’ll continue to eat biscuits and
Bake pie
You’ll go to work come home
To only repeat this
Every-damn-day
While I will try to fight the demons that are trying so hard to climb back into my soul
And yeah
They’re pretty strong
I can’t fight very much longer
If I stop fighting
If I handshake my depression
If I befriend my self hatred
You’ll never know.
So lie down in your bed of life
While I try to break free of mine.
I’m afraid that when I finally do
Will be the day you actually know
And you’ll know you’re
Too late
Just please don’t insult me buy acting like you understand.

michikomalandroid:

aa-noms-you:

pursuingthemeaning:

do not fall in love with people like me.
i will take you to museums, and parks, and monuments, and kiss you in every beautiful place, so that you can never go back to them without tasting me like blood in your mouth. i will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible. and when i leave you will finally understand, why storms are named after people.

Calm down John Green

'do not fall in love with people like me'

don’t worry i won’t

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fartgallery:

If you message me, do not put “sorry for wasting your time” or “sorry for bothering you” at the end of your message!!! I’ve seen this way too many times. You are not a waste of my time. You are not a waste of anyone’s time. You are not a waste of time period. Please never say or think that ever again

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lmaoalien:

god bless u scott

lmaoalien:

god bless u scott

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allmonds:

sluttyoliveoil:

allmonds:

stand:

I

I DONT GET IT SOMEONE EXPLAIN

i understand

THEN FUCKIBG TELL ME

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